My first random tuesday thoughts

So for the first time, I'm gonna join this Random Tuesday thoughts from the Un Mom, because my head is a sinking ship.

A lady and a man at the bottom of the swimming pool, trying to keep their breathe in, like practicing for some sort of I don't know, sort of meditation below the pool, and surprisingly, with their baby! I was amazed, but when I realize it was only a dream, I feel weird about it this morning.

I am torned deciding about going back in the Philippines to continue my college or if I'll just continue my course here in California. When I think about how desperate I am about learning English, I want to study here, but when I think about how I miss my friends, I wanna fly back now.

I can't finish the books I borrowed at the library, because I'm too lazy to read. And I neglect writing in my blog. Let's just blame it on the rain.

And I hate my mom, being too hot headed just because it's her period! Is that an excuse? She's always mad about something, though. I mean always. My mom was way pretty and slim when she was about my age, I can't understand why I did not inherit the genes.

I can't weigh my priorities right now, because I'm not moving. I'm stock between being an undergraduate and unemployed.

I hope when I make my next random thoughts, I'm gonna stop talking about myself.