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Thursday, December 2, 2010

Day 14: A hero that has let you down

**I've been importing in this blog all of my previous posts from my old blogs. I want to merge everything because I felt there is a sense of security in doing so.

**This page right here was actually a blog post from my late blog, “ROAD TO KILL”. The blog itself was deleted but I never deleted my writings. I love all of the masterpieces I made from the past, beautiful, ugly, good or bad writings will always be kept! And I just decided today (February 9, 2013) to publish again all of these masterpieces in one site! Dates are preserved by the way.

I'm kinda convince that this 30 day project is really a bunch of crappy negative ideas. Because every time I have a new project to make, I feel bad or disappointed or I need to be disappointed about something. I need to finish it still though. So now I have to think of a hero that let me down.

I don't know much about heroes. Do I have to choose a super hero? I don't know if heroes do let you down. How can you define them as heroes if they had let you down, that's confusing.

noun, plural
1 .a man of distinguished courage or ability, admired for his brave deeds and noble qualities.
2. a person who, in the opinion of others, has heroic qualities or has performed a heroic act and is regarded as a model or ideal: He was a local hero when he saved the drowning child.

No heroes nor any other person can let my already down emotions feel worst than it is right now. I'm beneath my emotions, and I want it to stay safe not to fall at the edge somehow.

Maybe the only person that makes me down right now is none other than myself. And I know I need to cope, I know I need to stop my self-pity. No one has been ever braver than myself to face whatever I'm bound right now. I am trying my best, I will try my best and I can make it somehow, someday.

I remember, I was wonder woman for a day. So this post make sense now.






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