noon at ngayon?

**I've been importing in this blog all of my previous posts from my old blogs. I want to merge everything because I felt there is a sense of security in doing so. **This page right here was actually a blog post from my late blog, “ROAD TO KILL”. The blog itself was deleted but I never deleted my writings. I love all of the masterpieces I made from the past, beautiful, ugly, good or bad writings will always be kept! And I just decided today (February 9, 2013) to publish again all of these masterpieces in one site! Dates are preserved by the way.

natawa lang ako kaya na-post ko toh... ang lake na dun ng pinag bago naming dalawa noh?

.. the first picture was taken maybe summer before 4th year highschool. Then the last was taken just recently this sembreak.

Kalumaan.

Ang sarap tingnan. Pero ang taba naming dalawa. Hahhaa...

There are really things in this world na hindi forever but it doesn't mean na everything ends in the same way. Naniniwala ka ba talaga na walang forever?

Kung nothing is forever then even LOVE is a not stable idea. If love is a not stable idea... Then anytime now.. God's love would end? Because nothing is forever daw eh.

Yun na nga. Why would you believe that there are limitations if in God nothing is impossible?

isa lang naman kakapitan mo eh..

positive or negative.

Naniwala lang naman kame ni Mayk.. na may LOVE.

Last Day of Semestral Break

**I've been importing in this blog all of my previous posts from my old blogs. I want to merge everything because I felt there is a sense of security in doing so. **This page right here was actually a blog post from my late blog, “ROAD TO KILL”. The blog itself was deleted but I never deleted my writings. I love all of the masterpieces I made from the past, beautiful, ugly, good or bad writings will always be kept! And I just decided today (February 9, 2013) to publish again all of these masterpieces in one site! Dates are preserved by the way.

Its the last day of Semestral Break. Grabe. Ako lang yata excited pumasok bukas. Pero hindi pa naman ako nag-aayos ng gamit ko.

Post ako ng post sa blog ko, kase tingin ko di na naman ako makakapag-post in a long long moment.. hehehe :)

Anyways. Para lang tong New Years resolution (shet kahapon pasko ngayon new year naman)

hahahahaha :)

I'm a happy person ngayon. At totoo lang the craving to be slimmer is not an all issue for me. Gradually nga di ba? I think I'm making improvements, pero not bigger than pea ha.... sobrang konti pa lang. I hope na pag nag-start na yung classes maging maganda na yung improvements.

Wow.. weight-loss-blog ba ito? hahahah.. okay wag na nga dito.. i'll make a new blog na.. right after this moment :)

hey guys.. see yah... hope makapag-blog pa rin ako in the middle of studies.. (totoo lang toxic-toxican lang naman talaga ako..hahhaaha)

:)

**I've been importing in this blog all of my previous posts from my old blogs. I want to merge everything because I felt there is a sense of security in doing so. **This page right here was actually a blog post from my late blog, “ROAD TO KILL”. The blog itself was deleted but I never deleted my writings. I love all of the masterpieces I made from the past, beautiful, ugly, good or bad writings will always be kept! And I just decided today (February 9, 2013) to publish again all of these masterpieces in one site! Dates are preserved by the way.

The weather is lovely.

the most prestige holiday I love is soon to come. CHRISTMAS.

I love sembreak. Because you get to set aside your mind and get to analyze that, hey the weather is changing. Its more windy today than yesterday.

When I get to feel the clammy wind refrozen my eye lashes, masasabe ko na naman, "wow, pasko na!" Then, I will gracefully inhale all that air as if I need it to relax my lungs. Hayyy.

Di ko ma-explain kung bakit ang saya-saya ko, when I hear Christmas songs along the street.. dun sa banketa ng mga nagtitinda ng mga cd. Napapangiti ako, walang biro.

Love ko ang Christmas Season and it makes me happy. Sobra.

Pero isn't it sarcastic to say na masaya ka, while your parents are away, far far away? Siguro sa iba, but I don't want to be emotional, because I've been emotional for the past years na wala sila. Ayuko na, nakakapagod din umiyak dahil sa parehong dahilan kada-taon.

Someday, at Christmas time (maybe next year), magkakasamasama din kame. But as of now, we're trying to fix the mess of the family.

Mabalik sa Christmas. Medjo weeks and days pa din ang bibilangin before Christmas. Usually by this time, tinatayo na Christmas tree namin. Pero hindi pa din. Siguro tinatamad kuya ko.

Kayo love niyo din pa tong season na toh? :)

Craving pumayat

**I've been importing in this blog all of my previous posts from my old blogs. I want to merge everything because I felt there is a sense of security in doing so. **This page right here was actually a blog post from my late blog, “ROAD TO KILL”. The blog itself was deleted but I never deleted my writings. I love all of the masterpieces I made from the past, beautiful, ugly, good or bad writings will always be kept! And I just decided today (February 9, 2013) to publish again all of these masterpieces in one site! Dates are preserved by the way.

Sori talaga FEELINGERA ako mag-english.

Sori din kung barok-tagalog.

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I've been finding a way to loss weight. (------???) I know, na naman? For real naman kase db, I had never focused to any regimen talaga. Kahit one week goal was never successful for me. So I tried not to think about it for months, since I was also busy at school. Not thinking about it means gaining more weight. Bakit ba KAMIL? Is it stressful at punishment ba?

But then, I didn't post this topic to show how depressed I am. Truth is, I don't want to post this because i'm afraid I'll be promising myself another doubtful idea again. Nakakahiya naman marinig sa ibang tao, "hanggang salita lang yan."

I post this, kase I think that this could help me somehow, that people could judge me, that I would think someone's expecting something. A result.

Since I rested from this thought some months ago, maybe this time I could try to incorporate a lifestyle para mag loss ng weight.

Sa ngayon, ang ginagawa ko.. nagbabasa ako ng mga inspiring articles sa internet and magazines. Also I watch videos on youtube. Maybe one time I'll be sharing here at my blog yung mga video that could help me.. Also, I am not restricting myself to any foods pa, but I already reduce the intake of rice. Tsaka dinagdagan ko na rin intake of fluids.

Hmmm..... I was thinking of making a new blog kung san about this topic lang yung laman. Pero maybe if there are good results about this goal, maybe I'll make the blog. \

I was also thinking about eating fruits. Kaso nagdodorm ako, baka mabulok agad yung mga prutas.

I wan't to do this gradually. Ayuko din mabigla kase at masabik sa mga foods. :)

Goodluck sa kin.

On the left corner, Kamil Poklay, weighing 145 lbs! 5'4" in height! wooh!