Convince Me.

It's a quiet night. 

Fixated eyes.

Staring at the ceiling.

And I don't feel so unhappy.

Pinch me, I'm numb.

Bring me the reality.

Laugh hard.

Then Convince me.

Everyone is faulty running.

Scissors at hand.

Small puzzles that makes no whole.

Big bowls that are never full.

I shit, they crap.

They smell, I don't.

Cranberry juice and pumpkin pie.

You're a creepy son of a bitch. I know.

He knows what he's doing.

I'm lost, why are you shouting?

I'm there, I'm not.

Tangerine and smoke butts.

Hair falling.

Eyes crawling.

Fingers pointing.

Hug me, tears replacing.

You know you're there.

Finally you get what I mean.

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