I don't need to BLAH! BLAH! BLAH! everything

Bad things will eventually go away, but first, we should learn how to let it go. 

Regression. Napansin ko talaga na bumalik yung ugali ko dati na ang bilis mabadtrip. Siguro mga highschool day yun nung ganun ako. May sense na naman ng pagka-bossy kase na namamagitan sa kin at sa mga tao sa paligid ko. Ang pinagkaiba lang sa dati at ngayon, dati hindi ako masyado maka-move on, yung kabadtripan ko sisirain na nun buong araw ko, tapos yung maliit na bagay pinapalaki ko. Ngayon, medjo mas madali na ko maka-recover.
I've been better. I now my side of the story and I stick to it without a complete plan of advertising it. Hindi ako para maghanap ng kakampi, child's game. Ngayon, problema na yan ng tao if they looked at just one side of the story. I don't need to BLAH! BLAH! BLAH! everything, just because I self-pity myself in the situation, the world does not revolve around me, and I'm aware of it. Masyado tayo nag-ggrieve sa idea na kinawawa tayo, na unfair satin, eh ano naman di ba? Why make such a big fuss about tiny little things? Ano bang mapapala sa ganun? Wala naman eh. Eh di instead of doing so, why not just waste our energy on sharing the HAPPINESS, hindi yung puro bigat ng loob. Di ba? Why not waste time being positive and optimistic? Nakahawa ka na ng smile, napasaya mo pa sarili mo.
Not that we're gonna suppress all the sad feelings we've been through, pwede naman eh, in a less narcissistic way nga lang. We are growing old, but let's make sure we're growing up. Yung pinaka-giant step kase dito na ang hirap gawin is just to LET IT GO, forgive and let it go.
Pero no, we choose to let the hurts and the pain settle in. We rehearse every bits of it every days of our lives. Minsan naka-move on na yung ibang tao na involve sa situation, ikaw hindi pa, sino lamang?
I would rather suggest the following ways para mas madali tayo mag move-on at mag let go:
First, leave it all to God. Ipaubaya mo na sa kanya ang lahat ng nararamdaman mo, at ipaubaya mo na din sa kanya yung nararamdaman mong sama ng loob sa ibang tao. Not that you wish for the bad ng kaaway mo, but God has his way, and we should trust his way.
Second, stop rehearsing it, instead, find ways to ease the feeling of hurt. The more you contemplate with it, the more na magiging restless ka. Huwag mo ding hayaang gatungan ka pa ng ibang tao, lalo ka lang mang-gigigil. Better way to do this is to just joke about it.
Third, there's always a reason and purpose. Wala ng ibang tao ang magkukumbinsi sayo na may iba pang dahilan kaya nangyayari ang mga presently nangyayari sayo. You'll just have to wait. Isipin mo lang na this is just a way to mold you to be strong or to prepare you to a much greater purpose. Sometimes kase this bad things is the key for better things to come. Maiisip mo din, "Buti na lang nangyari toh, kung hindi.. wala ako ngayon sa kinatatayuan ko.." Isa pa, sabi nga sa Happy Feet 2, "Every obstacle is an opportunity.."  This is an opportunity to grow.
Fourth, put your feet on that somebody's shoes. Isipin mo, bakit kaya niya nagawa yun at napakalaking bagay ba yun para ikagalit ko? Mamatay ba ko, now na, pag hindi ko siya napatawad? Baka OA lang ako.
Fifth, try to make yourself happy. Kung love mo talaga ang sarili mo, let it go. Tinotorture mo lang ang sarili mo sa mga bagay na wala naman ikaw mapapala. 
I actually hate false account on me, when people looked at me wrong when they actually don't know the truth. But then, whenever that thing happens to me, ito yung list na toh ang fino-follow ko. Malamang nabasa ko lang sa libro, di ko sure. I felt good afterwards and everything seems fine again. Try it and let me know if its useful as it was to me.
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