Getting well ahead

I WAS TRYING to convince myself to be happy and you know what I think. I AM.. HAHAHAHA.. Totoo lang.. nababansagan na akong BIPOLAR lately.. intermittent ang depression ko at kaligayahan.. shifting talaga sila, as in ang bilis ng shifting.. to the extremes. And I guess I just have to lift myself a little higher... para lang maiwas sa underground anxiety na hindi naman makakatulog sa akin. I want to update my blog, I would not hide the fact that I am gonna take the board exams.. malapit na... I need your prayers..kung sino ka mang creature ka na nagtyatyaga pa rin magbasa ng blog ko... Actually, I think I'm kind of prepared..pakiramdam ko lang kaya ko na harapin toh. Anyways.. kung ano man ang maging resulta nito and whatever God's glorious decision for me regarding this.. I know.. it will be the right thing for me.. I am sure!

 Uhm. I'm just moving forward bit by bit... Marami na rin nangyari sa mga araw ko na hindi ko na susulat.. tulad nung Anniversary namin ni Mayk na lumipas na lang.. and my emotional days yesterday..dahil pinaiyak na naman kame ni Sir Carl during final coaching (hindi ko nga man lang nakkwento yung final coaching eh and how it motivates me so much)... ayun kunyari busy-busyhan.. but actually I can't find the words to share everything..because I was so depressed.. but now.. I am OPTIMISTIC na ulit and I guess I'll try to update as long na kaya ko....

 Uhmm... I am trying my best not to expand so much of the bad thoughts.. I am trying my best to just buried all those negative thoughts sa aking drafts... and that's it. I'm just trying to update my blog... and ayun. I know my blog had changed a lot.. but I guess things really change db.. I need to adjust a lot of my time kung gusto ko talaga maging active blogger...I don't know.. I'm planning for something kase.. so I don't know if itwill ever happen pa ba in the futture..baka hindi na... I'm glad my bestfriend mj is doing well on her blogging career... so ayun... sa kanya na lang ako makikichismis... And see you then.. I have to go back on my studies now.. Bye.

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